Comment · Fri, September 27, 2013 · Ceretropic
The LSD Micro-dosing experiment : x-post /r/Psychonaut
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u/MisterYouAreSoDumb · Ceretropic
I have 300ug on the way. I have tried 4-ACO-DMT before. It was fun, but really didn't change my perspective at all. I am a VERY introspective person as it is. That voice you describe having after LSD trips, well that is going on 24/7 in my brain. It can be a burden at times. It's why I went through such a bad depression. Uncontrolled introspection can get to be too much very quickly. I have learned to control it over the years. However, every word I say, every action I take, every thought that comes into my mind, I analyze from multiple perspectives. Am I being responsible? Am I seeing all viewpoints? Am I missing a crucial piece of information? Do I need to be doing this, or even want to be? These are all questions that are going nonstop in my head. I certainly don't need more of it.
However, perhaps LSD will help me in the opposite way. Maybe it will help me to let things go a little easier; to not put so much energy into analyzing every little thing. There are times when I want to just lounge, or play a game, but my brain doesn't let me. I have things to do, so it's not responsible to play a game right now. However, I just get stuck in that internal dialog for too long, then the time I could have been using to unwind has been wasted analyzing whether or not I should. I think that is what I need to work on.