If you had to marry the person you lost your virginity to, what would your life be like now?

I feel the exact same way he does about my first ex. I am definitely not in love with her. However, I know that given the proper circumstances, we could fall in love again. That being said, I am going to her wedding in a couple months, and I have a girlfriend of 1.5 years. So still loving your ex as a friend, and seeing the potential in a hypothetical sense, does not necessarily mean you are in love with them still.