CNN has an article from a Christian pastor about where god was during the Aurora CO Batman shootings; this is the first comment...and it's fucking brilliant

The times I was seconds from ending it, all I felt was absolute nothingness. There was no sadness, no pain, no fear; just nothing. The only thing left that kept me here was the distant respect I had for my girlfriend and family. I knew my death would ruin them, so I pulled back the gun from my head, I pulled back the knife from my arm, I kept my wheel straight on the freeway. What I've found since then is that depression is such a personal thing. Some people feel sadness, some people feel anger, some want the pain just to end, and others like me feel nothing. There is no logic in it, and at the same time, complete logic.