Comment · Tue, July 22, 2014 · Ceretropic
Have you guys felt this using NSI-189
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photoluminescence · 13 points
SO I've been using NSI-189 for 10 days already.
Dose: Two 15mg doses sublingually at 9am and 5pm.
For the first couple of days I would get dry mouth and get really hungry. I know a lot of guys here felt that hunger as well. The difference, is that around day 6 and onwards (even today) I became an emotional mess.
I went through a bad break up a couple of months ago, and was feeling better, but things started resurfacing emotionally. I felt very emotional. Like, 'I am on my menstrual period' type emotional. Granted, I'm a guy, so I don't exactly know how that feels, but that feeling has persisted. I am not anxious. I just get teary easily, and my mind seems to be more easily distracted. Anyone experienced anything like this?
EDIT 1: Some comments mention repressed feelings coming up. This could very much be the case. Things I didn't mention: 1) I've been seeing a therapist for years for interpersonal and personal issues. 2) I'm on the tail end of a breakup induced depression 3) I meditate daily, stay active and work on mindfulness throughout the day, so I've been trying hard not to repress anything, and rather work/process my emotions.
What was odd was that the emotionalness…
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photoluminescence · 2 points
Yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now. It's kind of weird that a Depression treatment would have such a pronounced effect in some. I don't know if it was the same for you, but I feel hyperemotional, but I am not having a lot of anxiety.
My experience right now is that I still have the same internal dialogue which I''ve been working on, but whereas before I would feel anxiety from irrational conclusions "this girl was my only happiness" or " I will feel like this forever" or any number ofcognitive distortions. Instead I've been reacting to the the internal dialogue by just feeling very vulnerable, mad, jealous, more primal emotions, but little anxiety. Does this sound familiar to you?
u/MisterYouAreSoDumb · Ceretropic
Yeah, I suppose it lowered my internal dialogue a bit. It was more like I was feeling sad for no reason. Normally I will fixate on various reasons in my head, which causes me to feel stressed or sad. This was just sad for the sake of being sad. Like you said, PMS-like.