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Comment · Wed, November 20, 2013

how my fucking day went

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woke up sick as shit, didn't go to school

slept all day

Went to psychiatrist with my bitch mom and my cool dad (who I'm currently living with)

Mom told her I'm "addicted to weed"

Psychiatrist took me off all my meds cold turkey - Vyvanse 60mg, adderall IR 30mg Effexor 300mg Xanax 1.5mg Zoloft idk mg, and like 2 other bipolar drugs.

Now I have no medication.

I'll be on probation soon.

And my moms still a psycho manipulative bitch.

Got home, took leftovers of my Vyvanse (6 capsules) and my adderall (9 capsules) and my Xanax (only one 2mg bar left) and flushed everything else

I've done much worse so I know I won't die.

Buying some tweak in about 10 minutes.

Also getting some H tomorrow.

I want to kill myself but I can't.

I'll just go chain smoke and think about what I did wrong

Edit: Just asked my dad and i was on some drug called "lamictal" (spellcheck) and lithium.

The thing is, no, I don't want to kill myself. I only hope one day something falls on my head and kills me. But I also hope that doesn't happen. I hope maybe I'll stand atop a building, pondering jumping. As I turn around and walk away, a large gust of wind can not-so-gently push me off the building…

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[deleted] · 3 points

I understand what you're saying. Thank you.

And for this post, your username can't be more relevant. (x

u/MisterYouAreSoDumb

Make the choice to take control of your life. There are people out there who care, and more reasons to live than you can imagine. Ask for help, and let people in. Drugs will always be there. Use them as additions to your life, not the reason for it. There is amazing shit ahead of you. Don't waste the opportunity you have in front of you.

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